好好的度过process 吧

Sawara and blackball, 我虽然不是很siao Steamboat 的人，但是很自然的，当宝贝要吃，我都会尽量去配合，但是吃起来也其实蛮enjoy 的 😅 好好的度过process 吧.

又拍拖了

今天一起拿假期，去拍拖，Mermaid 吃我欠宝贝的龙虾，终于完成我的承诺。
只是反而宝贝吃了觉得还好而已，地方蛮热的，龙虾大概RM180 一只，很开心可以跟宝贝分享，只是贵了些 😅

备胎？

开始的日子， 感觉整个人被活生生从一个自己温暖的地方拔了出来。根本不能睡，硬逼自己关眼去睡，他妈好难受。

但是日子过了一阵，仿佛好像什么都没发生过，虽然我知道宝贝提出了分手，我也接受了，算了，接下来就好好的帮对方度过这些日子，但是这些日子都好像在一起做一样的东西，打电话，吃饭， 拍拖，做。

没一改变的是，当宝贝有高楼的”爱” 我，就可以不需要了，然而高楼已经”不理” 宝贝，我们好像回复了，还是我们好像没有分过? 这个我算什么？🤔

我希望的是宝贝的快乐.

陆陆续续我跟宝贝很多摩擦， 当然很多种因故，也懒惰这边把写了，她不满， 我也不瞒，她要的我“还”给不到， 很多很多时候， 我是没有防抗能力的， 我累了，不知道要写什么了.


12/1/2024 我们分手了, backdate 算，大概4 年感情. 伤心当然了，但是我希望的是宝贝的快乐，即使不是跟我.

接下来，是要慢慢的放手。

朋友？同事？

宝贝最近跟她一个男同事”好像” 走得很近，我是知道而且都OK，因为一直都觉得他当宝贝是”好朋友”而已，宝贝也是有别的男同事/朋友 也是有出去的，我没理由反对，其实回想他们也一起出去好几次了， 感觉好像越快越”好” 这样，我不担心吗？当然有担心! 但是如果我又像以前那样的大男人，控制狂，我又会觉得我很Sui, 再说，我什么资格？要怎么办呢？ 我只能往好一方想，就是他们只是mingle, 对，没错，只是 mingle。😰

跌倒了，站起来吧.

这些日子，一直看了很多很多YouTube，Social Media Group，有关杀猪盘，诈骗集团, KK园的故事，诈骗手段很多，难怪那么多人中招，很多中的钱肯定比我多，我是不是属于幸运？至少还有工，跌倒了，站起来？

当然讲是容易，我还在慢慢的恢复，不知道会多久，应该会很久吧？我一直把Focus　移到去别的,例如工作，宝贝等，我不能被这个诈骗弄到一生堕落，要找机会反击，他妈的。

我的Option　：
１）找银行帮是很废的，银行帮不了你的，一直叫你等，他们已经在followup　了。
２）打997 也是废的，政府弄这个反诈骗热线，但是前提是只能上班时间和工作日才可以打，而且被诈骗24小时才有效？真的很很很废！
３）警察也一样，只会做report，还能如何？ 这些都是我的luck 了。

我愚蠢，被金钱压力困扰， 导致自己失去了更多，回想我这辈子也被亏了不少钱， 以前工作公司没有给钱，完Money Game 输钱， 现在还中杀猪盘骗局，钱，拿不回钱的了，唯一能做的就是振作起来，我要explore 这些骗术，做成知识教别人， 好让别人不需要被受骗，即便只是帮一个人也是一个人。

诈骗！猖狂！

恶魔还是发生了，那个Loan 要在两个礼拜还完，才可以拿钱，不可以用里面赚的钱还，问了师父，既然叫我跟朋友或者家人借钱，说肯定我还了这40千美金，就拿回全部的80多千美金。

听了很顺，但是哪里有loan 是这样的， 师父一直强调不是加假的， 叫我放心，刚开始真的是想找人借钱，幸好自己的理智还么有那么差，好像突然醒了起来，好像。。。发现树木不对劲了。

找师父理论，一直说一定要还, Bullshit 很大一下，我跟师父吵了很凶，说到底也是他让我接loan 而陷入这个陷阱的， 师父当然讲得容易，应为他/她 就是诈骗集团的人！！！ 🤬🤬😡😡
天杀的，这种人天收啊. 

我开始知道了，清楚了，我的第一桶金？ 根本陷入了诈骗，我不敢相信这真的发生了，自己的本钱也有十多千马币，好难赚的钱啊！什么都来不及了，找了老哥求助，老哥很意外为什么我会陷入这种诈骗，找了他的朋友以前也是被骗的 (400多千) ，朋友来advise我，他听了我的故事，１００％　肯定这个就是杀猪盘骗局，遗憾的是钱是拿不回了，晓庆的就是我没有还这个Loan，　不然后果更糟糕严重。

我焦虑了，我失望了，我绝望了，发生了什么事? 为什么?

我...的第一桶金？

继续玩了近三个礼拜 “赚了” 一直都在赚，每天大概几十块，但是也筹了有一千多美金了， 还不错. 让我顺顺利利吧。 这个Crypto investment，师父说要赚更大，有一个月一次的Big Trading， 但是我的户口的钱还没有资格，那是需要最少10千美金，我哪里有那份钱，reject了，但是师父说我不需要出钱，可以跟公司接loan，我听了，那可以啊. 赚了把loan还回去就好了。 就applyloan了，好容易的KYC process，公司approved 了40千的loan, 以下是收到的Email confirmation.

Hello. The loan you applied for has been approved. The approved amount of your loan is: 43900USDT, which has been issued to your Kabaowu account ID: 35575523. The loan will be issued on August 23, 2023, and the repayment date will be August 2023. Please check your trading account before 24:00 on the 29th. If you have any questions, please contact online customer service. wish you a happy life! Note: Since your account is in loan status, withdrawals and deductions are not supported until the loan is repaid. Please be sure to pay off the loan within the specified time to avoid interest charges, otherwise high late fees will be incurred, please be informed!

其实我看到了一个Red Flag，就是现在不能withdraw unless 还清loan，有点奇怪了，那是要如何还？我哪里找来40千美金先还？问了师父，他说会教我如何还清的，因为他也是这样过来，放心，我虽然还是半信半疑，但是Loan 都借了，就先赚钱先吧。

我的Bitcoin户口现在有大概44千美金了，就跟师父invest 了这个一个月一次的investment，就一次而已，赚了多20多千美金!! 不可思议啊.

过后继续玩那些小investment，每天以40多千美金为本，现在户口有大概80多千美金了，真的吗？ 换过来就马币 三百多千了，是真的吗？我好高兴，我的第一桶金，这个可以很舒服的还爸爸医药费， 也可以买很多东西给宝贝了，我已经想到了买什么，iPhone 15， 没问题。 😎 ， 真的觉得在发梦的样.

Bitcoin 真的可以？

不久前认识一位看是成功的商人，profile 是蛮impress 的， 就谈及了他如何赚，秘密就是=Cryptocurrency Trading. 听过很多也看过很多成功案例，心里很是紧张又想要explore，不知道成功路上是如何，但是老师要教我，觉得可以从小试试，其实最近都被父亲的医药费以及那些需要钱的压力给蒙了头，要如何短时间里赚我的第一桶金？已经听过Bitcoin 很多了，有听到很多 “师父” 可以带领很多人， 必赚的路径。我也不知道为什么那么desperate， 就听取一位老师而投资了进去. 这个盘是https://www.kabaowu.com，开始赚几百块，真的拿回了，就继续小玩，每天赚几十块.

不是没钱，是不比人多

不是没钱，是不比人多 相信这句话，肯定是讲到了很多很多人的心声吧？ 虽然也是很多人不受钱困扰。 可惜我不是哪位，不需要担心钱的人，家里的事情，每天要过的日子，自己的Target, 加上不间断的现实，就是钱不够用，真的很不够用, 爸爸的癌症医疗，虽然说兄弟姐妹share cost, 但是对我来说，我比不上老哥那么厉害赚，两姐还是赚欧元，我是最平凡却没有太多多余的，要如何过啊， 真的是需要找kangtao 多一点，legal or illegal ? 看情况而定。😉

我又”回来”来了

有时候人算不如天算，我以为我不会再开始写Blog 了，但是，我又来了。以前写blog是Trend，之后通常写blog 都是因为有心里的东西/话题，发泄在这里，因为我的这份感情没可能跟任何人分享，只有Blog 里， 我可以尽情发泄， 喊，哭…都没有人会管， 但是也是这样所以比较放纵的讲。这次的人物只有一个，我的JT宝贝 🥰

State of mind needed

To be frank, I've not in this Blog due to the fact that I don't get a good state of mind of posting anything, there are some grievance inside me that I really would like to tell the whole world, in particular people that is "related", but I was not quite ready to have this state of mind, until now...perhaps :-)

There, I was promoted on 1/4/2011, a year that was a great leap for me on my career, the GM then (ZA) was quite a bossy person, but somehow or rather, I don't have much "crash" with him, bad luck for him that the company was in merging process and eventually would like downsize this company called SHRs where the CEO, VP...etc were slowly transfer nor "resigned" , before the whole team gone into this, ZA were ask to resigned, without any notice, there he goes, just gone like that...mmm to think of those people up there were a exco, but the way they behave...tsk tsk tsk.

The Different Between...

I'm proud to say that I AM a person who strive towards LEADER approach, sad thing to see that virtually NON of people surround me are doing this, we see boss bossing around with bossy attitude, yet they are they one that always remind people to be good leader..NAH!! MY FOOT!!!

Good To Think...

One day, a rich dad took his son on a trip. Wanted to show him how poor someone can be. They spent time on the farm of a poor family. On the way home, dad asked, "Did you see how poor they are? What did you learn?".

Son said, "We have one dog, they have four, we have pool, they have rivers, we have lanterns at night, they have stars, we buy foods, they grow theirs, we have walls to protect us, they have friends, we have encyclopedias, they have Bible." Then they headed, "Thanks dad for showing me how poor we are.."

After 3 years...almost

It's been awhile, I almost forget I have this blog with me :-) Last write up it was almost 3 years back, gosh.

Ah, ever since Facebook, Twitter become popular, writing a blog become a lazy matter, where we keep busy at other more interesting network.

I shall come back to this blog periodically or occasionally to have some post, at least.

Stay Tune.
COWL.

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The Re-incarnation

Don't be fool by the title of this post, it just a name of a game :-)

Lately most people are playing FaceBook, though there's another cool place to play for those
who like adventures of Strategy.

A friend recommend me to this online quest http://www.the-reincarnation.com/
Is pretty much a strategy game, just register and monitor from time to time, try it out.

Blogger stilll Alive :-)

Ya, I know, I've being "non-active" again for sometime, other than work, now is busy with...... Facebook :-)

Perhaps due to there is much more features to play, tend to spend more time there than blogger, nevertheless Blog is still alive.

Well, there just too many web services, software to test out. Keep Going...!!

Happy Chinese New Year 2008

May Stuart Little bring you stability...

Mickey Mouse bring you happiness

Rattaouiee...bring you joy.

And not forget Minnie Mouse bring you love...

Happy Rat Year 2008 to All !!!!!!!!